Wednesday, July 12, 2006
heart cancer
it's extremely cold tonight
is it the winter or is it just me?
both hands slipped between my knees, searching for warmth
my fingers were ice cold, i let out few shivers
my toes shrinked. my heart followed.
suddenly felt small.
suddenly felt dry. bitter.
incapable of thinking,
i grew restless but tired but awake
a sleep would do me good. some loving would do too.
i haven't loved hard since ever
i have too much to give but the bubble hasn't burst.
this heart ballooned.
but there's a change in constellation.
the stars evolve while we are ignoring them.
so how has it changed the gravity between us?
i can't fake gravity on the planet that insist
so why not find each other now,
maybe the next big bang would be too long
Posted by nidya at Wednesday, July 12, 2006