Wednesday, March 14, 2007
the crooks of my blanket
beneath the sheets now, eyes shut but wide.didnt drink coffee but cant fall asleep
i wish for a fast forward button to April or May
and skip this whole mess of finding a new home,
waiting for a silly residential Paper, browsing for desired jobs,
etc etc etc..
but then to not feel this rush, not walk through it,would be the biggest mistake wouldnt it?
for it softens our edges, whatever that means.
this is what theyve been raving about.
about the Beginning.
so although i crave for stillness sometimes,i find extraordinary peace in movement.
and im not complaining one bit.
i will not press that fast forward button,
unless it comes with a rewind and slo-mo.
and the pause button is this very moment every night.
when i get lost in the crooks of my blanket,
which i seem to fit all too well.
thinking to sleep. sleeping to think.
i feel safe here.
Posted by nidya at Wednesday, March 14, 2007