Tuesday, July 18, 2006
rashomon
broke my blogging record this week
have written seven entries in seven days.
they were not necessarily something
but necessarily too much, for me and of me
now it feels like i'm spending my life describing things
like living my life is less important
like what i really want to do is tell you about it
with added salt pepper soy sauce avec chili
ah yes, why try so hard?
after all it would always be the Rashomon experience
that no one would know you more than what he/she thinks of you
and why deny that i'm not an interesting mystery. the readers are.
at least they have the right to be, thus why
this blog has no statistics or intention to actively find out who's reading
that maybe readers are not numbers and geographic range
that maybe readers become readers from what they feel after the readings
and that's a bit beyond precision to know
or if readers were, numbers and places
why suffer myself by knowing the truth?
might as well let the readers be my interesting mysteries
hence spare me the downside of expectations
Posted by nidya at Tuesday, July 18, 2006